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by Corbin Giroux

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03:35
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03:39

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released August 20, 2014

Vince Soliveri basically had everything to do with recording/mixing/mastering this ep and I can't thank him enough for helping out and putting hours of hard work into making this ep sound how I anticipated it to sound months ago.

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Track Name: 71
I feel my heart, it's beating fast because of my lack of knowing what to do.
I feel everything moving fast and a sense of uncertainty because I don't know what to do.

You could tell me to not over think this time but since I'm my own worst enemy I'm thinking it's a sign.

No matter what I do I'll always have the thought in the back of my mind of what could go wrong this time.
Cause when you're two weeks strong engulfed in something but most of the time feel like next to nothing it's hard to see something good coming your way.

I guess that everything is not as bad as it seems, despite my lack of sleep, or all this pestering me.
I guess that everything is better than before, so I'll just get some sleep but I don't know what for.

No matter what I do I'll always have the thought in the back of my mind of what could go wrong this time.
Cause when you're two weeks strong engulfed in something but most of the time feel like next to nothing it's hard to see something good coming your way.

No matter what I do I'll always have the thought of what could possibly go wrong this time.
Track Name: Walls
Well I guess I've accepted mediocrity.
I'm getting really good at letting down the ones around me.
Most days I think I'd rather stay at home, and not associate myself with anyone I've ever known.

If you took some time to think of how it feels to feel nothing at all, you'll realize how it's not the best constantly surrounded by these walls.
Track Name: Hopeful
I knew right from the start that this would bring me down.
Thought I'd have the benefit of seeing you around.
But instead it just tore me apart.
Blame it on my indecisiveness from the start.

I thought it was comforting not being alone.
And I thought me being in your home held much more to me than you'll ever know.

Why don't I just go.

I thought it was comforting not being alone.
And I thought me being in your home held much more to me than you'll ever know.
Track Name: 6 A.M.
I've been searching for something to keep my mind off of this.
And I've been hoping for something to come along and make me see straight.
Time passes and I move on in a steady plateau.
Everyone's progressing and I'm just left here.

If this is what you want stay away from me. I don't even care anymore.
If this is what it is then I'll just leave it be. I don't even care anymore.

So I guess things will never change.
It's most like that everything will stay in place, despite my sole intention. Everything stays.

If this is what you want stay away from me. I don't even care anymore.
If this is what it is then I'll just leave it be. I don't even care anymore.

Been worn down a time or two, no time to stay in solitude.
This time of year it makes me blue, all because I think of you.

If this is what you want stay away from me.
Track Name: This Year Brought Out The Worst In Me But It Helped Me Find Who I Am
Think back to all the friends that left you in the end.
Think back to everyone who made you feel like you could be the one.

And he said it's too late for me to drive.
I guess it'll happen some other time.

Think back to everything, the times and what could have been.
Think back to losing sleep, and losing everything in between.

And he said it's too late for me to drive.
I guess it'll happen some other time.

Don't wait it's not coming back.
Don't wait it's never coming back.
I guess I'll get used to this, that I'll never be someone that you'll miss.
Track Name: August 31st
The sun is setting, it's getting cold out.
I don't want to go but it's time to leave it all behind.
I wanna stay later, I thought I'd be older.
I never thought I'd be the youngest explorer.

So let me be a memory, a way for you to hold onto me.
If you become lost with empathy, shine a light and know it's me.

My eyes are closed yet what do I see, a blinding light right in front of me.
The air is thick with aberration, holding my eyes forever shut.
This sleep is getting deeper and deeper.
How come I feel like I can't ever wake up.
It's getting brighter I want to leave.
It's getting harder to breathe.

So let me be a memory, a way for you to hold onto me.
If you become lost with empathy, shine a light and know it's me.

I'm coming home Mom, but I won't see you there.
Tell Dad it's okay, I know it was a mistake.
Keep me in your heart, the one place I've always lived although my time was cut short.
I wish I could have stayed, so I could say, I'm sorry mom and I love you.